Saturday, July 23, 2011
PRESIDENT OBAMA UNHAPPY ABOUT NO BUDGET DEAL
Well the Friday July 22, 2011 deadline has come and gone and it’s after six on the east coast and there is no debt ceiling deal. As you know the Republicans passed that “cut, cap, and balance” bill that would have cut six trillion from the deficit. But the senate voted that proposal down today by 51 to 46 with some Democrats abstaining. But never fear, we were told, the President had a deal going with John Boehner. Well that deal fell through because Boehner was afraid of all these tea party republicans that had signed this “no new taxes” pledge to this one conservative. So the President held a press conference at three today and I listened to it on the radio KNX 1070. But they broke off coverage before it was concluded. One can’t help but think at some point the American people are going to perceive the Republicans as being the intransigent ones and therefore villanize them. It would seem that John Boehner and these tea baggers don’t care a bit whether the nation defaults or not. Apparently the House is going in recess over the weekend so we won’t be hearing any fresh news on this matter for days.
Last night it was ABC news and Jeopardy and Wheel of Fortune, and then the Vampire Diaries. I slept well but was anxious and restless before breakfast and I wasn’t sure why. I finally decided to go ahead and pay the phone bill even though the check might bounce. I’ve checked with all sorts of people and they all say that there was no fifteen dollar cut in the S S I check. If there is, the account will be overdrawn, but only by a dollar or two, which is ironic. But I wasn’t going to face that robo-call maze again and give them my account number, my PIN and then they ask me for the secret password. That’s already happened twice. I had Stephanie Miller on and brewed coffee.
We had Rice Krispies for breakfast and I got someone’s orange juice, and eventually we had pancakes and sausage. Probably the only time I was relaxed all day was the hour or so after breakfast. Last night I was thinking of doing a thing called “guess which statements about Christianity or true” and they would all be indicting kind of statements, and the punch line would be “they’re all true”. Then I thought of having the all skeptics network of Non Christians. I came up with maybe ten different format ideas and plot lines. But as you see we aren’t doing that one either.
ONTOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
There are at least four major proofs of God's existance. There is the moral argument that goes "Well, God is fair, and therefore God is moral and in the final judgement will reward the good for their deeds and punish the bad for their deeds". There is the Teological argument, by which we deduce that there is a purpose for all creation because certain things were designed that way, and therefore there had to be an Intelligent entity to give this all a thought, before he created it to begin with. Then there is the Cosmological argument, which is the computer logic or "linear logic" model by which any Variable in order to be accepted as having a value, has to be "backed up by something" and that circular arguments or "infinite regression" won't cut it. Then there is the Ontological argument. Onlology asks questions such as "What is real; what is truely valuable, what is Important". It may be Important for a young Christian to marry, yet it is not "urgent" that he do so. He may reason "I am a Christian now and there are certain sins that Christians don't commit. And if I continue with certain practices I run the risk of somewhere down the line comitting the unpardonable sin. Therefore I will get married to insure against this, because it it more important that I be right with the Lord than that I have a successful marriage". This is a Value judgement. On March 4th 1999 I was told for the first time - - and by a doctor, that I was an alcoholic. While it may be Important to deal with this problem it isn't necessarly Urgent. So then the doctor says "There is an A A meeting tonight. Why don't you go?" when clearly I was not interested in getting up in front of a room of strangers and declaring that I was an alcoholic, and presumably - would never drink again" We all intrinsically "know" what is right and wrong, even if we can't exactly "prove it in a test tube". This ontological argument is one I used about Time and my little "exestential delema" as I called it them, an Ontological delema. For example suppose we know that time proceeds twice as fast in galaxy A as opposed to galaxy B. Can we therefore way that Galaxy A is Faster than galaxy B. A pure "phenominalist" as I coin the term would say "No. Both Time systems are equally valid. It would be a "value judgement" to say that Galaxy system A is faster than Galaxy system B. Both just ARE and that's the best we can say. This is the sort of logic that's employed in a lot of liberal educational systems today. It's a one devoid of absolute standards. If one believes in an absolute truth- - nothing measurable in nature can shake him of that belief. He "Knows" it and that's the end of the discussion. The Ontological argument for the existance of God goes thusly, "I believe it. Therefore I know with certainty that it's True". (Selah)
COGITATION ON AN EARLY FRIDAY EVENING
Yesterday after dinner I was looking up various early Church fathers and such such as Polycarp, Ireneus, and Tertulian. Tertulian was more "physical" in his thinking process than any of his predecessors. Tertulian was the first theologian, supposedly, to say that the human soul definitely can not be reincarnated into another material form. The human soul was created at conception upon the union of the mother and the father and is thus in intrigal part of the physical DNA and such. Although Tertulian says, "the soul can struggle and also suffer apart from a body, and this is why the soul is able to suffer in Hell". Tertulian was the first to use the expression of "Trinity" in describing God. For the majority of the Christian churches at the time, Tertulian was condemned as a heritic for saying this. Also Tertulian declared that neither a fornacator nor a murderer can find redemption in the Church. Were this actually True and had the doctrine been accepted by the Church, than I would not qualify to become a Christian now, and would not have qualified on March 24th 1976. I was out on the patio sitting in a chair by the west fence musing on this all about the soul, and how perhaps it is intrigal to the body. When John Lennon had a few well chosen words for me. I won't repeat them. Several days earlier he had a four word message for me, "Don't sell yourself short". These words were along that same vein. Lennon gave me some things to think about. I found his remarks to be very interesting. In fact, after I'm dead I'd like to make an appointment with him to hear more of them. According to that "ethisist" on KNX 1070 we all routinely pass up all sorts of oppeertunities to better ourselves. So I was just sitting there thinking "What is my destiny in life? Is it to discover the secret of the Romulan cloaking device?" We can guess it has something to do with shifting the space matter occupies, to some other space. But it can't be a fifth dimensional shift. (I was told it absolutely not this) It reminds me of that Laural and Hardy skit where L & H are running from somebody and they happen onto this shack where there is a whiggy scientist hold up in there and they ask him what he is doing and he says "I'm inventing a plan that flies without any propellers" and they respond "Then how does it get off the ground?" and he responds, "That's the part I haven't figured out yet".
OTHER KINDS OF DIMENSIONS
All that stuff about Tertulian and the soul made me think in "physicality" terms. For instance something can have several "aspects" of reality to it. I have come up with what I call four "lower dimensions" of things. They are "lower" because they do refer to things. My current dimension triangle is thus extended from six to ten with the four at the bottom of the pyramid referring to the four aspects of things. So now we have four aspects of physicality. "Aspect" can also be translated "point of view". But also "Aspect" can refer to a whole dimension, and this is how I use it here. The Greeks had their own four aspects of things being the Ideal, the Form, the Substance, and the Image, the latter being the "least real" and the "Idea" being the most real. I don't have the same four, and I don't gradate mine according to values. All of mine are equally important. We have first what I call the "essence" of an object or person. This is "what is it's nature as perceived by a perfectly objective (preferably human) viewer. So we talk about the "essence" of certain things or their "essential nature" without which, you don't have the thing even though you may have all the others. As such I take offense to Walter Martin's book "Essential Christianity" because in that book, Christianity is not love, forgiveness, kindness, peace or any of those qualities. "Essential Christianity" to Dr. Martin is - - - Theology, and rather dry theology. So you see how words can be misused. Besides this there is also the form of an object. This could be something like a blueprint or perhaps some code, like a genetic code. The word of course could also mean "shape" or anything pertaining to math. Then we have the materiality or substance of an object, or to put it in scientific terms- - its Mass. And finally we have the purpose or function of an object. This theistic or Tertulian line of logic would suggest that the Creator God had a "good reason" for everything he did. An atheist might well say however that "Though you can easily acertain the function of man made artifacts, the same cannot be said for objects or life occurring in Nature." Well, to my way of thinking, it needn't be a Good reason. It could be an idiotic reason. But my notion is that if someone took the trouble to Create it- - than he must have gone through SOME mental processes to do it. So these are the four dimensions on the lowest rung of the pyramid. Then we have the three spacial dimensions. Then we have the two dimensions of Time. (this involved the fifth dimension) Finally we have something new for you all and that is the Karmic dimension. This dimension has singularity in that there is only one BEST way to behave at any given instant. Some may accuse me of wanting to have a "mistake free life". That KNX ethisist would argue that we should always be looking for those Oppertunities do "do good" and to better ourselves and the world. Of course as with matter this Karmic force has its own "gravitational property" that gives the individual "more space" in which to opperate. (the karmic funnel) One karmicly ascending can be said to be "living below their karmic means" whereas one who is in a process of descending can be said to be "living above their karmic means". In the first instance they are building up "karmic capital" and in the second they are tearing it down and "spending" their own capital. One will note that karma refers to their height in the funnel - - rather than "orbital speed". My assertion is that Christianity is spending its Karmia a lot more quickly than it is earning it. So now we have this triangulation of ten.
We now come to our second model, which is our old model. This model also has six balls or dimensions and the like, and is like our old model (or former postings) except for the top ball. The top dimension is now the Zero dimension. Perhaps we have made that psychic stuff just too complicated. To put in simpler terms even George Bush can understand, let's call this one the zero space dimension. Formerly it was hyperspace, but zero is an easier concept. As such a "psychic connection" in mental energies of different people- - is just contact in the zero dimension meaning no space between them and as we formerly said "in a sence they are the same thing". When one enters hyper space - - it's the initial acceleration of speed where the whole hyperbolic thing comes in. After moch three - - this too fades away. In hyper-space what you may physically see is just some gray mass with perhaps rainbow effects running through it. It is equivelent to the dreaded "Null Space" of Star Trek. It has a common danger with that in that there is a real danger of "getting lost in it' and never finding your way out. Like hyperbolic trig- - - it's the curved part near a ONE X value where there is the most interest. There comes a point in number value where hyperbolic trig ceases to be either interesting or that significant. All the other dimensions in this six-element model are the same.
We now come to our third model, which is a new model and I'd like to refer to a letter of some weeks ago. "I've been doing a lot of number and geometric stuff lately. Yesterday I came up with an opperation called "Pyramidization" of numbers, which is "Triangulation" carried to a third dimension. Excel already has the numbers - - it's "choose 3" instead of "choose 2". The whole "choose" function is normally used in my mind for "pizza toppings" choices. But they say it also can be used for picking possible teams in a party for games." This third model of dimensions is what I call the "after death model". This is a 3 D rather than a 2 D model in that there are seen six faces on four sides of this tetrahedon. In this model the top ball is Time, of all things - - singular time as we know it in our four dimensional space-time. The next tier down is three balls that represent - - Essence - - Form - - and Purpose - - but not materiality, which has dropped out. The bottom six balls could be seen two different ways. One way is to borrow from the I Ching model of Primary triagrams and Nuclear triagrams. Each Hexigram contains two of both. One could view the primary triagrams as the three spacial dimensions in our Universe as we know it and the three balls in the Center of the triangle- - would be the nuclear triagrams or the three "Death dimensions" experianced only upon Death. Or one could look at the bottom rung of this model another way and say that all Six are Death dimensions we come to experiance only after Death. The choice is up to you. And this concludes our lecture.
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Monday, July 18, 2011
GEORGE WASHINGTON GOES '"TEA PARTY"
"Extremism in pursuit of mental clarity is no vice"
"Moderation in defense against madness is no virtue"
-ME
Sometimes it’s good to engage in a few mental exercises just to make sure your head is screwed on straight. You’ve heard the Jack Benny skit where a gunman comes up to Jack and points a gun at him and says “Your money or your life”. And Jack Benny stands there with a puzzled expression and his arms folded. And the gangster says again more insistently “Your money or your Life!” and Jack says “I’m thinking it over!”. Now here is another example. I decided to go out on the street and pay $150.00 for good cocaine for my own use. Then I get back to my apartment where my roommate says he’s feeling tired and strung out and tells me he has to be at work by midnight to start the graveyard shift at the warehouse. So I agree to take $150.00 from him and go back to the same dealer to buy some more cocaine at the same price. While the transaction is taking place his voice comes from a megaphone across the street at the stadium where a hockey game is about to begin. “This is just s notice to inform everybody that the value of the dollars in Marcus’ Arelius’ pocket has just gone down by thirty percent in the last half hour”. I shout back “You mean you’re getting 30% more for your scalped tickets than you did a half hour ago! Better be sure the cops don’t catch you”. Here is an example reminiscent of a Christian evangelist. Jethro comes up to his Uncle Jed and says “Don’t worry, If you put your money in my bank you’ll end up with a million dollars” and Jed says “Jethro, I’ve got fifty million now”. Many times people don’t realize what they had before they ever met that evangelist. They were happy with their lives, and never gave a thought about going to hell or damnation, or trying to please some nosey overseer from the local church. Larry Geller once said of Elvis after a few years of knowing him, “Elvis you seem happier and more at peace now”. Well, Elvis in those years bloated up to a heavy weight and his acting ability and box office pulling power plummeted. Now here is another scene. I’m chosen to do the opening line of a group poem on “The blessings of materiality”. So my opening line was “There’s nothing like opening a cold can of beer on a hot day”. I guess the idea there is that there is nothing like a cold can of beer. But the next line that was offered, and included was “or a can of soda that hasn’t been shaken”. A more stupid line could not be imagined, since I just got through saying there was nothing like a cold can of beer. Another really bad line in the poem was someone added “The catfish are jumping in the creek” and someone added “If you’re lucky, you can catch yourself a treat with the help of a worm”. I mean if they are really that plentiful you don’t have to be lucky to catch one. Another strange pairing of lines was “children are playing by a lake” and someone added “friendship brings about immortality”. I gotta say I was really scratching my head at that one. But what the hell, most of the people in the room were formal mental patients- - or whatever. The moral of this next one is “know the rules of the game”. In 1958 someone is selling “Used Car Futures”. So you are betting what percentage the car will drop in two years. Both used Edsel stock and used Roles Royce shares sell at the same price- - - and “the line” on both stocks is 30%. I want to buy the Roles futures but they are all out and I say to my friend “I’ll make you an even trade of two thousand in shares. You give me your Roles shares and I give you my Edsel shares. He says to me “You’re a fool. $2,000 will buy me a whole car and maybe two but you can’t even buy a part of one car with your shares”. Of course the terms of the deal, “the line” is 30%. Anything less than that and the buyer wins, and more than that the buyer loses. Who will walk away with the most money?
Well, would it come as a surprise to you to learn that George Washington has gone “Tea Party”. But George Washington’s blog had all these debt things with the twirling numbers just like your typical WND website. Among the quotes that was considered so starteling is that Ron Paul proclaimed that the value of the US dollar has gone down almost fifty percent in the past couple years. In who’s eyes? Inflation is close to zero, and shows no sign of rising unless congress does something stupid. And more alarmist of the Tea Party ilk said that “The Fed Chairman plans another round of dollar remonitarization”. Oh gee, that sounds scarey! People are freaked by the funniest things. The other time we “re-monitized” the economy had some semblance of a growth spurt, and when it stopped, the economy sank, just like the Viagra wearing off. The ignorance of the American people continues to amaze me. STILL the majority of the American people fear a raising of the national debt limit MORE than they do a default on our debt. The latest figures are 49% against the raise in limit and 46% favoring it. So I guess the tea baggers say “Well, we’ve heard from the people. I guess we’ll just stand our ground like the tar heels do in
One would think that Rupert Murdoch was pretty much all washed up. But Pat Buchannon disagrees. Sometimes Pat Buchannon in the Mc Laughlin group identifies with the strangest things. He says “Not that many people care about something so petty as wire tapping and mentally traumatizing victims. They are just going after Murdoch because he’s a liberal, just like they went after Nixon in Watergate”. That line is almost worthy of Captain Queeg. Nobody believes what this British tabloid did was a triffeling thing. Lives were ruined and they exceeded all bounds of ethics. There have been numerous resignations not just at the newspaper, but on the police department. The police chief resigned the other day and now some underling has resigned, who was the head of some crime investigation division. It seems that cops would be bribed into given inside information to “news of the world” and also the newspaper could be relied on to suppress certain arrest records of certain people. It seems the newspaper may have threatened various Officers into either going along with the newspaper or there would appear a real smear article about an officer or group of officers in the next addition of the newspaper. I’ll make no secret of the fact that the sooner irresponsible journalism is put out of commission, the better. I’ll shed no tears over any of Rupert Murdoch’s venues. I hear the Wall Street Journal is a much more shallow piece of journalism now with only a fraction of the investigative reporting they used to have on corporate malfeasance. Now someone has been found dead, who was one of the initial whistle blowers. This whole case isn’t going away – not by a long shot. Events are breaking so fast and furious it’s hard to keep on top of them all - - and I’ll do another update on this sometime.
The drought in
Let’s talk a little more about John Lennon - - - and Me. “Are you still claiming to have talked to John Lennon and he to you?” OK fine. Let’s back up a few years where I said that an “important essence” of John Lennon - - disappeared after early 1968. And he never got that back – not on his solo albums, not nowhere. But what do you do when “the goose that laid the golden eggs” dies? And your band mates want to do one more album, and you don’t want to be bothered? This the individual we refer to as "Candidate Z". Like I said I have never met "Candidate Z". I would like to. We have certain things in common including a fascenation with Death. I also alledge that Lennon “had help” from a DIFFERENT source writing about four songs on the White Album, namely Bungalo Bill, Happiness is a Warm Gun, Sexy Sadie, and Cry Baby Cry. Suppose I can identify THAT personage as someone whom I actually “Knew”. I wanted to do a whole essay on everything I know about THIS personage. But neither was that one ME. So what do I say was ME? Well - - John Lennon still “didn’t have his mojo back” even on
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Thursday, July 14, 2011
V E R Y - V E R Y - - STRANGE
I read one of Judy’s old E mails I hadn’t before from a couple weeks ago. It was another of these that posed questions about President Obama’s past. Nobody knew him from
This is still puzzling.......& definitively unanswered.
In a country where we take notice of many, many facets of our public figures' lives, doesn't seem odd that there's so little we know about our current president, Barack Obama. For example, we know that Andrew Jackson's wife smoked a corn cob pipe and was accused of adultery; Abe Lincoln never went to school; Jack Kennedy wore a back brace; Harry Truman played the piano.
As Americans, we enjoy knowing details about our newsmakers, but none of us know one single humanizing fact about the history of our own president.
We are all aware of the lack of uncontestable birth records for Obama; that document managing has been spectacularly successful. There are however, several additional oddities in Obama's history that appear to be as well managed as the birthing issue.
It's interesting that no one who ever dated him has shown up. The charisma that caused women to be drawn to him so strongly during his campaign, certainly would in the normal course of events, leads some lady to come forward, if only to garner some attention for herself. We all know about JFK's magnetism, that McCain was no monk, and quite a few details about Palin's courtship and even her athletic prowess. Joe Biden's aneurisms are no secret; look at Cheney and Clinton, we all knows about their heart problems. Certainly Wild Bill Clinton"s exploits before and during his White House years, were well known. That's why its so odd that not one lady has stepped up and said, "He was soooo shy..." or "What a great dancer."
It's virtually impossible to know anything about this fellow.
Who was the best man at his wedding? Start there. Then check groomsmen.
Then get the footage of the graduation ceremony. Has anyone talked to the professors? It is odd that no one is bragging that they knew him or taught him or lived with him.
When did he meet Michele, and how? Are there photos there? Every president gives to the public all their photos, etc. for their library, etc. What has he released? Who in hell voted for him to be the most popular man in 2010? Doesn't this make you wonder?
Ever wonder why no one ever came forward from President Obama's past saying they knew him, attended school with him, was his friend, etc?? Not one person has ever come forward from his past.
It certainly is very; very strange...
This should be a cause for great concern. To those who voted for him, you may have elected an unqualified, inexperienced shadow man. Have you seen a movie named "The Manchurian Candidate?"
As insignificant as each of us might be, someone with whom we went to school will remember our name or face; someone will remember we were the clown or the dork or the brain or the quiet one or the bully or something about us.
George Stephanopoulos of ABC News said the same thing during the 2008 campaign. He questions why no one has acknowledged the president was in their classroom or ate in the same cafeteria or made impromptu speeches on campus. Stephanopoulos also was a classmate of Obama at Columbia -- the class of 1984. He says he never had a single class with him.
He is such a great orator; why doesnt anyone in Obama's college class remember him? Why won't he allow Columbia to release his records?
Nobody remembers Obama at Columbia University...
Looking for evidence of Obama's past, Fox News contacted 400 Columbia University students from the period when Obama claims to have been there... but none remembered him.
Wayne Allyn Root was, like Obama, a political science major at Columbia who also graduated in 1983. In 2008, Root says of Obama, "I don't know a single person at Columbia that knew him, and they all know me. I dont have a classmate who ever knew Barack Obama at Columbia, ever."
Nobody recalls him. Root adds that he was also, like Obama, Class of 83 Political Science, and says, "You don't get more exact or closer than that. Never met him in my life, don't know anyone who ever met him. At the class reunion, our 20th reunion five years ago, who was asked to be the speaker of the class? Me. No one ever heard of Barack! And five years ago, nobody even knew who he was. The guy who writes the class notes, who's kind of the, as we say in New York, 'the macha' who knows everybody, has yet to find a person, a human who ever met him."
Obama's photograph does not appear in the school's yearbook and Obama consistently declines requests to talk about his years at Columbia, provide school records, or provide the name of any former classmates or friends while at Columbia.
Some other interesting questions..
Why was Obama's law license inactivated in 2002?
Why was Michelle's law license inactivated by court order?
It is circulating that according to the U.S. Census, there is only one Barack Obama but 27 Social Security numbers and over 80 alias.
The Social Security number he uses now originated in Connecticut where he is never reported to have lived.
No wonder all his records are sealed...
Please continue sending this out to everyone. Somewhere, someone had to know him in school...before he "reorganized" Chicago & burst upon the scene at the 2004 Democratic Convention.
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
TAKING BACK OUR POWER
A Democratic Contract with America
I think I’d like to call this essay “Taking back our Power” or some such thing. The democrats have more power than we know. As you may know, most of the primaries in the country are open primaries now, which means that democrats can vote for the republican candidate of their choice knowing their own guy is safe. In light of this ability, all we democrats need to do is to pick a candidates for the republicans to nominate, since there are so many of us, and this candidate needs also to be one whose philosophy can be torn apart by the media, and better still will be a thing of revulsion to the republican head haunchos and the tea party backers. In other words we want a candidate whose views will never be main stream, but also one where many tea party issues won’t even be up for discussion because their candidate won’t support them. We definitely want a candidate who is NOT a “team player” and who bucks the party line. Such a candidate is Ron Paul. As you Ron Paul is against our foreign wars and wants to cut defense. He’s also for leaving gays alone and also wants to legalize many drugs. As such if we pick him we can insure that from March or so on of 2012 these issues will no longer be in the media spotlight. Wouldn’t you like that? I would. I think we’ve had enough gay bashing for a while. We can settle some of the other issues later. Ron Paul’s candidicy will insure that we get out of Afghanistan and Iraq, and also I believe Ron Paul is to some degree or another for civil liberties and against government encroachments in areas like surveillance and will protect our first, fifth, sixth, and seventh amendment rights to a fair trial and all. Randy Rhodes would like to see Michelle Bachman get the nomination. God only knows why. Sarah Palin spurred on the right wing whacko cause like Mc Cain never could have without her. All of the dingbats crawled out from under their rocks to join her movement. The same thing is happening now with Michelle Bachman. I would hardly want to encourage that. If they want to talk about how Paul Revere rode through the streets of
What we Democrats need to do is put out our own ten point “Contract with
This afternoon I wanted to take a look at the great professed icon of the right wingers, that this being Christian Faith, since we all know the pilgrims fled England to get away of the encroaching rationalism and liberalism that was creeping into the Church of England. So I went back to Justin Martyr and read “Apology” (and I wish somebody would!) Years ago I downloaded “Dialog with a Greek” but I need to download Apology I too. It’s interesting to see that at no time does Justin ever attempt to PROVE anything (for instance why his son is gay) He never tries to PROVE anything but merely STATES what he believes and CALLS it proof. Oddly you never once see the term “tomb” in the piece. There is zero reference to any name of an apostle such as Paul, or James, or Peter. There is no reference to Pentacost or what happened that day. No “Mary” is ever referred to but oddly the word “Virgin” does appear. There is no reference either in Acts or in Justin’s piece just what the first Christian church consisted of in terms of- - did St. Peter just say one day, “OK I’m setting up a church and all my buddies can run it”. There is no reference to James becoming the head of the
This morning I went out at eight to join the van to go to the 99 cent store. I was last to put my name on the list. There were Richard Powers and Loretta and Glen and many others sitting on the bench. Sarah let Glen go on the first trip because someone dropped out. Marryanne Woods and Arlene and me and others went on the second van trip back to my old neighborhood under overcast skies, which remained so all the time I was there. The neighborhood hadn’t changed much. We arrived about a quarter to nine. I went to Stater Brothers next door. I felt like kind of a putz because let’s face it. I hadn’t been in a supermarket since former President H W Bush. (OK, that’s verbal hyperbola) Nothing seemed that different although coffee was substantially more than Dana had led me to believe. I bought a two pound can of Stater Brothers house brand of coffee. I had completely lost my “price sense” over the years. I got the wrong filter and unwrapped it to make sure and then took it back and was able to exchange it for one I was sure about. I had trouble finding the coffee creamer section. I went right by it because it was all French Vanilla and Café Late and all that stuff- - . So I picked up just those three things. I paid with fourteen ones that Milvern Drysdale had given me yesterday when he was under one of Samantha’s spells. I counted out fourteen. She counted thirteen. I took the bills and laid them down one by one- - fourteen. She insisted on counting them again and this time she got fourteen. I got a bit of change. Brenda was still out there from the first trip and I talked to her. Then came the waiting. Finally at 10:15 I lit up a cigarette, remembering I had them with me. My back was starting to get sore. We got there at quarter to nine and the van didn’t arrive till 10:25 when we finally boarded. Sarah made no apology for this. We went right home except we took a “short-cut” through that tract.
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
President Obama held a news conference yesterday morning. He wants to go for the big package of four trillion. He doesn't regard John Boehner's "compromize" of a two trillion dollar deal as anything to grasp at. Obviously the President is right if the goal is to cut the deficet. Boehner should hail this wish of the President to make it four trillion. But clearly these republicans have another agenda, like to not have any deal at all so they can blame the President before partisan crowds. Otherwise I learned little. People on KTLK have been talking about this guy named Eric Cantor or something who sells U S treasury bills short, betting against the economic welfare of his own country. Some say he’s in a powerful enough position to make his hopes come true. The dream of these republicans is to crash the economy. I see no moral up side to anything the republicans are striving for. There really isn’t much to blog about that everybody isn't already aware of. Clearly there is no deal from Sunday night’s meeting with republican leaders at the White House, or any meeting that has (or will be?) held subsequently. Now they are saying they should have a deal by July 22nd but that’s not until a week from Friday. Most people’s minds are sealed tight allowing nothing in unless it comes from Rush Limbaugh or Larry Elder or FOX news, or one of the tea party members of congress. Some would say "but the rich pay a disproportionate percentage of income taxes". I guess that's all how you look at it. As Thom Hartman says "Nobody goes out to a job and "earns" four hundred million dollars a year". You can't call what Rush Limbaugh does a "gainful occupation". Certainly not in three hours on the air. But it's funny how possesive people can get about the money they swindled from other people. Clearly the republicans are "running the country" right now the same way Judge Ito "ran" the O J Simpson trial. Basically everything that happens is the call of the tea party right. People like the Koch brothers or Rupert Murdoch will give thumbs up or down on a particular idea and that's pretty much it. The decision has been made. (Selah)
Michelle Bachman’s husband runs a Christian anti-gay clinic, where they can “pray away the gayness”. Now we hear Justin’s son “Sonny” is gay. I hope he lets me have all the girls who have a crush on him. For some reason even though the average American buys the tea party line on most issues, the gay thing won’t work. They may be tea baggers but don’t take their abortions and their gay sex away from them. At least that’s what Larry Elder thinks. We hear all this clap trap about "How the American Founding Fathers worked tirelessly to end slavery" and then we hear that those enemies of capitalism are "imposing slavery" somehow on the tax payers. One guy on Thom Hartman today admitted he could not think of one person "who wants to make all the incomes of every American citizen equal". What they forget is for "the invisable hand of the free marked" as Adam Smith talked to work, it means there has to be some economic traffic cop to make sure everybody plays by certain rules. Thom Hartman says the underlying danger of Capitalism is monopoly. They want to and have thrown out the Shermon anti trust act. It would seen now the American people think what amounts to "insider trading" is "fair". Congressmen "bought and paid for" is "fair". Apparently cutting social security payments to cover the tax breaks of the ultra rich is "fair". The average American is more concerned about the troubles we’ll run into if we RAISE the debt limit. They are far less concerned about a national default and the economic ramifications if we DON’T raise the ceiling. This is how ignorant the people are. But again- - the interest at least NOW we pay on the debt is low. But it won’t STAY that way if we default. The American people are just too stupid to see that these republicans all want to CRASH the economy till they can get elected next year. They think we are so fickle that if things are BAD ENOUGH then somehow we’ll think Obama CAUSED it all and that the way to CURE it is to get rid of the current administration. It’s a pure fantasyland motion the tea baggers are pitching. Of course they aren’t the “ultra rich” any more, they are the “Job creators”. And now even the President is beginning to talk about these “Job creators” being “Insecure” and “Unsure” about the future all on account of the fact that the President keeps raising all of these taxes. And if we just had a republican in there all these “insecurities” would be gone and jobs would appear like magic. It’s shallow rhetoric for shallow people. Nobody has the balls to tell the American people they’re all a bunch of assholes.
Now they are worried about computer hardware and software programs being pre loaded with viruses from China that can somehow be "switched on" in the case of some national crisis. They say even the United States may buy missile guidance systems from China that have a back door "kill switch" that can paralyze the United States in the case of a nuclear attack, just as we and Israel did to Iran with their nuclear generators. He put on systems that routinely gave out false data that made their systems inopperative. So now the question is do they quarentine your I Pod at the airport terminal gate? Of course now they have gone beyond just inserting things in the rectal cavity. So even doing a vasoline inspection would be of no avail. Now they are surgically implanting explosives in the body cavities of people and sewing them back up. Even if a human would be hesitent to undergo this, how about an animal. How well do the airlines screen our pets? You might have a killer pooch on your hands. I can't help but think all of these issues are going to come to a head and maybe five years from now they'll declare some kind of a fasciest state where all civil liberties are suspended on an ongoing basis. By the year 2014 it will be a case of dealing with a collapsed economy where nobody will want to fly anyhow, so the problem, perversely may solve itself. They used to have a saying "Goldwater in 64, hot water in '65 and bread and water in 1966". I don't see any swelling tide of the American people rising to put a stop to any potential mass abridgement of our civil liberties. With each passing year it seems a mere five years before was "the good old days". The seeds of a national police state are being sown daily and now they are germanating and sprouting. There are no voices from the left saying that there could be any downside to ever increasing security paranoia.
Before we go any farther I’d like to check myself in that I think I violated one of my own moral precepts by referring to someone I’ve never met as an “asshole”. I don't think it's a good thing to parrot oppinions of others just "to make yourself look more important", although a lot of conservatives do. This individual whom we’re calling “Candidate Z” is the one whom we said was musically talented and innovative, and got vague writing credit for several songs merely on the strength of his innovative guitar playing. If I ever meet them after I’m dead (probably unlikely) I wouldn’t them throwing the previous posting in my face. You know I believe it’s OK to call people like Hitler evil, or Columbus the “rapist in chief” or other disparaging names because these things are historically well documented. But to buy into personal imuendo and impressions of others as gospel- - -might be a position that I should rethink. For that matter any dead people whom I have claimed to have met, and I have not in fact met them, would have the right to be offended at me. Actually I admire the talent of “Candidate Z” even though he’s been dead for over forty years.
YOU'LL NEVER RUN AWAY FROM YOU
Well, as Joan Rivers says, “Can we talk?” You know it’s time to speak frankly about things. Today in Dr. Levy’s class we talked about existentialism again. To me exestentialism should be debating "what is real and what is not. What is valuable and what is not". Should something you deeply believe the with certitude be counted as valid even if there seems to be no way you can "prove it" in the laboritory? But somehow this doesn't seem to be what exestentialists are really interested in. Today I pointed out a number of things I hope didn’t escape people. Number one is that it may be OK to have an “existential crisis” maybe two or three times in your life, but to have a “crisis” every day makes no sense. If you have a problem with your life then “fix it”. But some people don’t want solutions and they don’t give solutions, they just want to roomanate around in circles having conversations with themselves. Your being in the room with them is superfelus. Your remarks don’t matter because they are so adept at doing the whole conversation by themselves, yet they fool themselves into believing they are “helping you”. Also this bit about how “money can’t buy happiness” is a recurrent theme in their sayings. But there are tea party existentialists out there, believe it or not. I’m never sure how this “money can’t buy happiness” them squares with their policies on not raising ANY taxes even if it throws the country into a debt crisis. Of course there are any number surveys that show the rich really ARE happier than the poor. So if you’ve heard otherwise you’re being lied to. Exestentialists like to talk a lot about "finding meaning" in life. Do you think Rush Limbaugh ever contemplates his place in the Cosmos? Somehow I think not. Also Dr. Levy read a poem today about a chance to “buy” one of two kinds of life. Either get a life where you are “just good enough” or another life where you’re Florence Nightengale, Ghandi, and Che Guevara all rolled into one where you “aim to make a difference in the world”. In the poem there was a line about “Well, why can’t I buy some product in-between?” And Dr. Levy scoffs at this notion as “compromise”. This is the realm where the perfect becomes the enemy of the Good. You see it a lot in Calvary Christianity. What they fail to notice is that people like me were “continually not good enough” when they were in and among Christians. Increasingly I became an outsider. To me “being just good enough” would be a major step forward in acceptance. Take my Dad. (No, literally – take my Dad, please!) .Then there is this notion of “Digging down deep in yourself to find the answer”. Even among Christian counselors you hear this one. They don’t believe in God- - - really. If God is there- - who is gagging him so that he can’t speak. He’s free to express his opinion if he wants to. And you hear things like “You’ll find the answer in due course”. Well, I have found the answer. It’s all a bunch of bullshit. Then you have Dr. Levy’s vision of a “hide and seek” God, as if God were a girl who plays “hard to get” or something. According to this line of logic, Lucy isn’t yanking the football away from Charlie Brown all those times just to be mean, she’s doing it because “When you succeed the victory will be that much sweeter” or something. These existentialists to me seem major jerk-off artists. There is a major truth in life that “You’ll never run away from you”. Most existentialists are trying to “sell you something”. It may be a pointless addiction or obsession they themselves are plagued with, but they want you to have it, or more to the point they will want you to NEED it. They will tell you all the usual things people value like a good job or a quicker brand of oatmeal, aren't important. They usually want you to put your life on hold and listen to them and by the way if you don't then you just "aren't spiritual" or something. There is a Dylan line “You shouldn’t let other people get your kicks for you”. If you are a Christian as least as I lived it you seem to forever be in another person’s shadow, and THEY and not YOU decides what IS and what IS NOT important. (Selah)
I wanted to talk about “deconstructing a lot of these astro-projection myths”. I think I words boomeranged on me when I was talking about John Lennon a couple of postings ago. What I was saying is that- - it would be ludicrous for me to think I somehow would be able to astral-project myself into the world of the Beatles. Actually not only are people ignorant of other’s lives, they are often ignorant of their own. A scientist would say your only means of intelligent input and memory is your brain’s ability to process information and make logical sense of it all. To assume something more like “being surrounded by a chorus of heavenly angels cheering you on” is pretty darn fanciful. To say life goes beyond death is still something for which there seems to be absolutely scientific proof. People who seek Death as a remedy (they way Christians CLAIM is their goal) is merely running away from yourself. As I said in class today people not only literally sleep too much, like around here, but they also sleep-walk through their lives. They go to work and don’t really think but act on reflex all day long and day follows day in an unconscious blurr. This is how it is. You don’t remember each individual day because your brain doesn’t regard it as important. Only certain moments stick out and register in our brains with emotional tags to the memories. There may be that period where work piled up or there was an office crisis. It may be the day you got that promotion. It may be a day you happened to read something or learn an adage from a friend that opened up your mind. You actually learned something. We’d all like to go to heaven or “the sixth dimension” or what have you. So what is your mind doing during these long periods of “mental unconsciousness”? What’s happening to the mind when you day dream? If you really WERE off in some sixth-physical-dimensional realm like I have described, don’t you think it would be mentally stimulating? If you really DID or HAVE BEEN someplace “out of this world” don’t you think you’d have a whole lot to tell us? Don’t you think you’d be “changed?” I was going to write a long paragraph on my first four & a half months as a Christian from March 24th to early August of 1976. I may do that sometime but not today. But I wasn’t “taken over by another entity” either by Burt Lombard or the “Holy Spirit”. You can and I do trace it week by week that I was always me and reasoned like “Me” would. There was no “change” in me. I ACTED different because I thought I was EXPECTED to. It’s what you call the old “prime the pump” theory. If you prime the pump, then God will finally “kick in” and start pouring out that super-abonance of spiritual blessings like Chuck Smith always about. It never happened. “Helping God out” is really an insult to God, if you think about it. You know “Well God- - you’re still cogitating with that giant brain of yours- - but in the mean time I’m trying X and Y”. “Running ahead of God” is about as easy to do is running past a rock out-cropping in the desert. In terms of the whole “Burt” thing like I say the first time I used “Burt Lombard” was in an alias of a one page letter I wrote to “somebody in the media’ in late June of 1976. I figured I dared not use any other alias of the past because “I don’t do that sort of thing now that I’m a Christian”, so I used a NEW alias. If there is one thing religion DOES do if you don’t “sleep walk through life”. You are MORE and not LESS aware of all your problems because you are constantly thinking “I wonder how God would go about solving this one”. So you are doing all that existential evaluation stuff. But you’re also being busy lied to and propagandized to death on a regular basis, then this makes true thinking a lot harder.